It should be scary how numb I feel.

It should be scary how numb I feel. How alone�in the cliche, �a room full of people�. The lying and pretending we have the perfect relationship is taking its toll. The destruction, the madness, the emptiness�it�s become my new normal. He doesn�t even see it. Doesn�t see me withdrawing, doesn�t hear my mind wandering, doesn�t feel my love turning into resentment.