Being lonely isn�t not having someone next to you�

I used to think the definition of lonely was purely just being alone. But I realized that it�s feeling sad at night and being too scared to text someone in case you disturb them. It�s being surrounded by a huge group of people and still feeling like you don�t belong with them. Being lonely isn�t not having someone next to you� It�s when the person next to you, isn�t the person who�s truly in

It should be scary how numb I feel.

It should be scary how numb I feel. How alone�in the cliche, �a room full of people�. The lying and pretending we have the perfect relationship is taking its toll. The destruction, the madness, the emptiness�it�s become my new normal. He doesn�t even see it. Doesn�t see me withdrawing, doesn�t hear my mind wandering, doesn�t feel my love turning into resentment.

A heartbreak isn�t always as loud as a bomb exploding.

A heartbreak isn�t always as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes, it could be as quiet as a feather falling and the most painful thing is, nobody hears it but you.